So, two days ago marked the one month anniversary of my dad's death, and yesterday was supposed to be my parents' 31st wedding anniversary. A sadness has been dwelling among us the past couple of days. It's definitely been hard. I just miss him. Deep within my heart there's this longing to talk to him. Deep within my heart there's this wound. And it's going to take a little while to heal.
But even now, I can see the Lord's faithfulness in healing my heart. Yes, I'm still hurt and confused, but His grace is so clear to me. I am continually on desperate need of Jesus to come and change my heart. I need Him to keep guiding me and leading me. I just am in need of Christ.