So this is really my first time posting a blog, ever. So it'll be interesting.
God has really been working in my life for a while now. Nothing that He has shown me has been easy to understand or act on, but I am still learning and still following Him.
I guess I started realizing towards the end of last year that I wasn't really on fire for Him anymore...church was just something that I did. It didn't mean anything. I had fallen into the trap of the "church game," and that's when I started praying. I started asking God to give me a fire and a passion for Him again. I wanted to know Him and make Him known.
He gave me a book that He used to set my heart on fire, a book that stopped me from travelling down the road that I had been going down for so long. For those of you who have never read Crazy Love by Francis Chan, I encourage that you do so. God really spoke to me through that book, and I have never wanted to know Christ as much as I do right now.
I still don't understand everything that God is wanting me to do, or what really following Him means, but I am seeking Him. I am wanting that relationship with Him. I am still learning. And that's what life is all about anyway, right, learning? Getting to know God? Falling in Love with the Savior? It's all about Him. It's all about who He is and how awesome and holy He is.
God still has a lot of work to do in my life, but I can't wait for Him to do it.
I want to know God. So very much.
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