Yeah...

I don't really know how to describe how different life is now.
I know that he's only been gone for two days.
But in the matter of a couple of hours, it seems life has been turned completely upside down.

When I'm home for too long,
I start thinking that my dad is going to walk through the door.
I miss his laughter.
I miss his silly faces.
I miss his sarcasm.
I miss his hugs.

I just don't know how to keep going.
But I do know that the Lord has been faithful in helping me move and breathe.
He has been faithful to keep my heart focused on Him and trusting in His love and plan.

These past couple of days have been extremely hard, and I know it's just going to get harder.

The memorial service for my dad is on Friday at 11am at Sagebrush Riverside Campus.

Blessings.