This is Hard

Today is one of those days I am wishing I was home.
Home to talk to everyone.
Home to be around my family and friends.

It's just been hard.
Hard to see why God is doing the things He is.
Hard to understand everything.
Hard to be alone.
Hard not to have any friends.
Hard to not have my family close by.
Hard not to have a roommate.
Hard to not do well on midterms.
Hard to just live.

The past week or so has been this kind of hard.
I don't feel like I'm adjusting as well as I thought I would.
I just wish I could go to sleep and not ever have to leave my bed again.
I wish I was back home.

But even in all this, my God is greater than these feelings.
He's brought me here. He's brought me through past situations.
And this current situation, He's taking care of it.
He's working in and through it. I don't know how yet.
Still waiting on Him to show me that.
But I know that He's taking care of me.
He's working things out in a way that could only bring Him glory.
I just need to rest in the hope of His deliverance and salvation.
He's got this.
This may be hard, but my God works in the hard times.
He is good. He is faithful.